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| 7 weeks post augmentation |
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Wednesday 26 February 2014
Tuesday 4 February 2014
Clinic appointment with Mr Russo yesterday......
.........has reassured me a little.
When I showed him the problem with righty he assumed I'd had an infection there. I told him not. He looked puzzled.
I told him that the issue seemed to have occurred after drains were removed. He explained that when the drains come out, any air trapped in the breast is sucked out too.
Mr Russo said that my skin will stretch and the deformity will go in time. He then asked me to stand infront of him so he could look properly - he looked perturbed (bit alarming) and again asked me if I'd had any infection there. I repeated that I hadn't and reminded him I was only a little over three weeks post surgery and that my incisions have healed very well.
He then tortured me a bit (he is a titty sadist!!); forcing his fingers either side of righty's scar (in the middle where the problem is) he pinched painfully and said there was a lot of internal scarring and that was the problem. Pulling downwards he squeezed/massaged the internal scarring and said "can you feel that?".
My internal response was: "you mean the searing agony that feels like you are ripping my breast in two??? erm..... YES of course I can feel it!!"
That's what I thought and yet I said: "yes".
He said I could manipulate the internal scarring in that way myself and it would help.
What he did was very painful and I was concerned he might have ripped my scar open and that I'd be purple/yellow/green with bruising. When I checked, however, I wasn't bleeding or bruised and he has, infact, made a positive difference and the suture line has flattened out a little.
It is painful, but I have been trying to massage the internal scar tissue near the indentation on my right breast. My fingers are - metaphorically - crossed that my doing so regularly will resolve the deformity issue.
The mastopexy scars (on the inside edge of both breasts) are becoming quite raised so I have resumed firm massage of all my scars.
Mr Russo wants to see me in a couple of months so he can see the final result and take some 'after photos' for his records.
Sunday 2 February 2014
Praying that implants will drop..........
....I don't like the shape of my breasts at the moment. Righty is slowly improving with regard to the deformity in the lower curve; it is still a 'w' shape rather than a 'u' but less pronounced than a week ago.
But even if I try to ignore the deformity in righty, I still don't like the shape. I am also unhappy with the lack of symmetry with regard to both shape and size.
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I'm not liking shape or lack of symmetry :(
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If the implants were to drop [see diagram below] I think (hope) that would help to improve the appearance and shape of my breasts.
If I hold my arms above my head the shape of my breasts improves; I am hopeful that if the implants 'drop' this is more the shape I will have.
I'm seeing Mr Russo tomorrow I hope he can reassure me. I am very much regretting the augmentation at this point :(.
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| My breasts have better shape and symmetry with my arms above my head. |
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